I think I might find a different job. Well, I work at two places, and I'm concidering quiting my job at the restaurant. I've only been there about two months, but things are much too slow right now, and I can't afford to work somewhere I get paid min wage, and my tips get taxed. I get NO money from my checks. Actually, I got some from this last one...a whole whopping $2.60!!! Woo! Anyways...I'm not sure yet. And it wouldn't be a problem if I could find a roommate but I can't.

CHRISTMAS! It's almost here! I'm so excited! So...I've decided to go ahead and get a Christmas tree, even though I'm living alone. It'll just be a li'l one. But it'll be all mine! Bwahaha! This is the first year I've been at a loss as to what to get people. My family, boyfriend, my Nicko, my Theo, and my boss and co-worker, both of which are good friends. I think I know what I'm gettin' the boyfriend, but it's more money than I can afford when I have other gifts to get. I have one of two sisters sorta down, and the Nicko...I ALMOST had the Theo down...but the world hates me.

I'm really talkative right now. I can't stop. So I won't.

I'm not really gonna talk about Thanksgiving. It's hard for me to talk about. Hard for me to think about. It's the worst Holiday for me. For those of you who don't know, I lost my brother two years back, and for some reason, Thanksgiving is the hardest day of the year. Not the year of his death, his birth, or even Christmas. Thanksgiving. I think it's cause I just want to throw the candle out the window*. Cause I can't think of anything I'd be more thankful for than to have him at that dinner. We were very close.

Movin' right along, to something less depressing, I know who my photographer is gonna be. We're very excited, but haven't worked out any of the details yet, so I'll keep it a secret who it is for now.

For those of you who actually read my literature, do you miss it? Or should I stick to photography? I've been working on some things, so I'll be posting soon, just bear with me.

I'm at work for another fifteen minutes....um....what to talk about..... I bought myself a treat. I bought some bookmarks from some one here on DA. Made me go Seriously. I can't wait to hang them on my wall.

Well, I'm gonna start closing shop. So...I'll leave your sore eyes alone now. I really know how to talk up a storm.

xD




*A family tradition at my house is we all pass a candle and say what we're thankful for after dinner.